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Discussion in 'Memorials' started by My Mateese, May 16, 2013.

  1. My Mateese

    My Mateese Notable member

    I am writing to let everyone know...................I had to say "GOODBYE"
    to my SWEET SWEET SCHAUDEH , my " WHITE ANGEL". She was having
    more and more difficulty getting up, getting around and she was starting
    to show signs of real pain. I know she was 14, I don't care how old they
    are, YOU ARE NEVER NEVER NEVER READY, but you have to do it for them.

    April 17, 1999....................May 14, 2013

    She was at home, the vet came to the house and she was sedated, I cuddled
    her talked to her and made her journey to the bridge as peaceful as I could and
    it was peaceful. This girl took part of me with her, I loved loved loved her so and
    she loved loved loved me. We had a very unique bond.

    I rescued Schaudeh and actually she rescued me too, I was still grieving my GSD
    when Mom and I ran across my WHITE ANGEL. She was being mistreated and I
    was not leaving her behind. Schaudeh had quite a few issues, it took me a
    about a year to get her turned around........................WE MADE IT...........
    and what a delight she was. There is a long list of history behind Schaudeh,
    she has been by my side thru some of the most heartbreaking times of my
    life and she felt my pain. The list goes on and on. Somebody told me
    Schaudeh will never REALLY BE GONE FROM ME and I think that is true and
    I WILL NEVER BE GONE FROM HER. I wanted her to go while she had some
    of her dignity still left, she was such a WONDERFUL GIRL. Schaudeh turned
    She was beautiful..............SNOW WHITE, BIG DARK EYES, she was beautiful.

    My heart is breaking, I have cried so much, I think I cannot cry anymore
    but then the tears come again..............what will I do without my
    Schaudeh. I know she is at peace now, I am trying to think of that
    but I am soooooooooooo lost without her.

    They say "Don't grieve too long...........how when your heart has no song"

    MAY I GO?
    May I go now?
    Do you think the time is right?
    May I say goodbye to pain filled days
    I've lived my life and done my best,
    an example tried to be.
    So can I take that step beyond
    and set my spirit free?
    I didn't want to go at first,
    I fought with all my might.
    But something seems to draw me now
    to a warm and loving light.
    I want to go. I really do.
    It's difficult to stay.
    But I will try as best I can
    to live just one more day.
    To give you time to care for me
    and share your love and fears.
    I know you're sad and afraid,
    because I see your tears.
    I'll not be far, I promise that,
    and hope you'll always know
    that my spirit will be close to you
    wherever you may go.
    Thank you so for loving me.
    You know I love you, too.
    That's why it's hard to say goodbye
    and end this life with you.
    So hold me now just one more time
    and let me hear you say,
    because you care so much for me,
    you'll let me go today.

    I KNOW SHE IS IN HEAVEN...........................THAT'S THE ONLY PLACE
    SHE COULD BE............................THANK YOU SCHAUDEH GOD BLESS
    YOU FOR SHARING YOUR LIFE WITH ME.............I LOVE YOU..............

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  2. ariegel

    ariegel Active Member

    :sorrow:I'm so sorry for your loss.
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  3. JanS

    JanS DCF Owner Administrative Staff Moderator Hot Topics Subscriber

    Oh Nancy, I'm so terribly sorry and my heart breaks for you. :( She was a beautiful girl who had a wonderful life with you and you were a brave and wise person to let her go over the bridge when her time came.

    You're right, she'll always be with you and love you and some day you'll be reunited. Big hugs to you and you know we're always here for a shoulder when you need it.

    Run free baby Schaudeh! :sorrow:
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  4. Silent Dobe

    Silent Dobe Well-Known Member

    I am so so sorry for your loss...she is pain free now and young again.

    Goodbye to your beautiful baby girl
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  5. Marinegeekswife

    Marinegeekswife Hot Topics Subscriber

    I'm so sorry to hear this. I know that beautiful girl was your everything. Huge hugs to you across the Interweb.
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  6. Rits

    Rits Admin Administrative Staff Moderator Hot Topics Subscriber

    So very sorry to hear of your loss of your beautiful girl.
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  7. Gelcoater

    Gelcoater Expert ThreadCrapper $ Premium Subscriber $ Hot Topics Subscriber

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  8. zaxayo

    zaxayo Active Member

    so sorry for your loss!! its heartbreaking to let them go I know............... feel your pain!
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  9. GennyB

    GennyB Moderator Hot Topics Subscriber

    :sorrow: I'm so very sorry for your loss. May her love for you heal your broken heart.
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  10. jhwdc

    jhwdc Hot Topics Subscriber

    Our deepest condolences.
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  11. Sweet_poison

    Sweet_poison Hot Topics Subscriber

    So sorry for your loss. My heart breaks just reading this. :sorrow:
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  12. Liberty & Justice

    Liberty & Justice Formerly Sophia's Justice Hot Topics Subscriber

    Rest in peace sweet girl you will be sorely missed ! Stay strong and she's in a safe happy place.
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  13. Max Hawk

    Max Hawk Hot Topics Subscriber

    We are so sorry to! Comfort comes from knowing that she's beyond pain and running free...But I know how much they are sorely missed. There is a time for everything under heaven and there is joy ...there is pain but ultimately there is peace at the end of the road. I hope you can get another pup to love and there are so many that need someone like you to love them. R.I.P. Schaudeh :sorrow:
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  14. Judith

    Judith Hot Topics Subscriber

    So so sorry Nancy , take comfort in knowing every day she had with you was a perfect day, and love was given in abundance, you were her life and she was yours , take care and don't forget we are all here for you.

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  15. obbanner

    obbanner $ Premium Subscriber $ Hot Topics Subscriber

    Sorry to hear about Schaudeh, Nancy. Hugs from me and the doberkids. You were a wonderful mom and she had a great life with you. I hope you're able to get through the next few days by thinking about your happy memories.
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  16. My Mateese

    My Mateese Notable member

    THANK YOU This is HORRIBLE, but
    I will get through it.


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  17. Rosco

    Rosco Hot Topics Subscriber

    So sorry for your loss!! R.I.P. Schaudeh! (((HUGS)))
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  18. Liberty & Justice

    Liberty & Justice Formerly Sophia's Justice Hot Topics Subscriber

    I truly know the pain, I had Hunter my Golden for 14 years. Sadly I was gone the night he passed and never got to say goodbye. I truly wish you comfort and happy memories in the future Nancy.
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  19. Katja Henriksen

    Katja Henriksen Forum Sponsor Site Sponsor

    Oh no Nancy.
    I am so very very sorry to hear that. I know how much she meant to you.
    It is never easy and it will be painful for a while. She was with you for a long time and she was a very special girl.
    Know that we are all thinking of you and sending you great big hugs.
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  20. MyBuddy

    MyBuddy Moderator Hot Topics Subscriber

    Oh, Nancy, my heart is breaking to read about your girl this morning! We all are crying a million tears with you. She was a wonderful companion for so many years and you shared a lot of memories together that will imprint your mind forever!

    She is young, healthy and free now and will see you again one day! RIP Schaudeh!

    Sent from my DROID4 using Tapatalk 2
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