i'm so zorry Zoo, don't know what to say and don't know how to help. its terrible and it breaks my heart to, if i could i would take her, but like you, i have to be realistic, i have a 12 year old here, his friends always come over, i have little nephews and nieces and sure i do have a husband too and two older son's, so there are to many males around here and i got my two boy's, so guess that wouldn't be the perfect home for her either and on the other side, if you would find a single woman, what she wanna do, she couldn't walk her, because she has to be afraid that Jade maybe snap at someone. maybe it is the the best. i do not know, i only know, it isn't your fault, you tried very hard and thought you found the prefect place to rehab her. i can't understand why Arda now denied you didn't told her, but guess with all those dogs, she might don't remebers anymore. its sad that Jade maybe needs to be put down, but like you said, tere are so many dogs out there what need this chance. wish i could say something different, but i wont lie. so please don't beat up yourself. you tried and you not just gave up on her, but you know with a record like this, chances are not really good for her. send a big hug your way.